colds & overcoats
It's freightening how quickly a year passes by, it really is. I feel like it was last month that Bobby & I were breaking up for our first (of many, haha) time, but it was last year. Three hundred & sixty five days. I remember when a year felt like a lifetime to me, and now it's just too short. I guess it's one of those things that you don't realize happening. Like, when I was younger I would bother my mom about her showering everyday and go on an on about how I would never do that & just recently I realize that I won't leave the house unless I'm freshly showered. I guess it's all just part of growing up.........ya know..showering everyday and all. hhehaha.
I've been realizing a lot about myself and I'm nothing like the person I thought I was. It's kind of weird, and kind of scary and I want to try my hardest to change but it's not possible.. atleast for now. But I won't fret and I won't feel bad, I'll just hope I don't 'stay like this' for too much longer or I'll miss out on more great opportunities.
I'm done with my homework and I could be sleeping right now (at 7:40) but I'm staying up to watch the Real World at 10. I'm so stupid, I really am. Eh.. maybe I'll just wait for the reruns since MTV loves to play the same shows over 20times a day. Yes, that sounds good.
Goodnight!
I've been realizing a lot about myself and I'm nothing like the person I thought I was. It's kind of weird, and kind of scary and I want to try my hardest to change but it's not possible.. atleast for now. But I won't fret and I won't feel bad, I'll just hope I don't 'stay like this' for too much longer or I'll miss out on more great opportunities.
I'm done with my homework and I could be sleeping right now (at 7:40) but I'm staying up to watch the Real World at 10. I'm so stupid, I really am. Eh.. maybe I'll just wait for the reruns since MTV loves to play the same shows over 20times a day. Yes, that sounds good.
Goodnight!