Taguchi-kun...
I can't believe this just happened.
Taguchi Junnosuke announce himself RIGHT before KAT-TUN perform in Best Artist that he's leaving KAT-TUN and JE by next spring. Saying he thinks on what he wants to do in his life because he'll reach 30 years old soon.
This is the worst....
I can't believe it when I watch it real-time earlier.
I feel....betrayed, sad, disappointed....it's just....so sad.
KAT-TUN has lose their precious members, like NEWS, SO MANY TIMES already. And when I, WE, have finally feel assured they can go stable like this with the 4 of them, this happened.
They apologized so much in their J-Web entry for the matter. I couldn't even care anymore about Taguchi's entry, but reading the other 3's entry really makes me broken down inside D:
They apologized, and apologized so much, about not being able to convince Taguchi enough to have him stayed. Saying how Taguchi so firm with his decision. They sounded so guilty to the fans, and I don't like it a bit!! It's not THEIR fault!!! D:
I understand Taguchi have his own plan for his life, everyone deserve one, I really do think so, but when you're thinking about the other three's feelings it makes the decisions sounds so cruel :'(((((
I don't know what Taguchi have in mind for his future, Nakamaru hinted that Taguchi wants to isolate himself from the showbiz, so I guess he's leaving this entertainment world for good, maybe getting married like the rumour said or what, but I REALLY REALLY REALLY hoped HE could've have think of a way that wouldn't put the other 3 in this kind of position :(((
They have been comrades for almost 10 years now, and Taguchi also feel it when their members leave, I would've NEVER think he will do this to them.
I may not be the biggest KAT-TUN fans, but my JE journey started by me liking them, so they hold special place in me. We don't know yet what KAT-TUN will be after this, but I hope whatever that decision is, it will be able to make the other 3 smile, even if it's just a bit.
I'm not really in my straightest mind right now, so I maybe regretting parts of what I write here later on, but I really need to pour this down.
And lastly, I HOPE, WISH, BEG, that they won't rub this matter in front of Kame, Nakamaru, nor Ueda anymore whenever they're on TV for their solo work.
No apologize, no jokes, nothing.
Just.....PLEASE.
I don't want to see them apologizing anymore. It's enough.