i wish i had somebody to ask me how my day was

[narniablue]

i do not know where to start. the level of shittiness my life is in is nearly unexplainable. how could things be so wrong? how could everybody just leave me? ppl are so fucked up. ppl are so mean. i am sick of ppl leaving ugly, hateful anonymous comments in my journal, im sick of ppl trying to get rid of me. i have no fucking friends and i want to move, but i honestly dont know how to bring up the subject seriously. i am at home everyday, just sitting and staring at the tv not really even watching. i dont go out at nite either. i am bored as fuck. and even lonlier than that.

if you think im just bitching, a whiny and complainy little thing, then just take me off your friends list.

cos i really dont give a fuck.