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[narniablue]

everything just all of a sudden got so depressing and slightly hopeless. i dont know whats up. i dont think i even want  to now.

i feel really stupid because i never did figure out why i got sad. i still do not know. i think its because for a while my level of personal denial was high and i was strong enough to keep up the bs. now im not so sure.

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[wheretheducksgo]

are you talking about me?
if you are, don't worry about it, it's all in my stupid fucking head that messes everything up.

[narniablue]

no, no abbly i really wasnt talking about you. i love you

[wheretheducksgo]

thanks, love you too

[narniablue]

you do know, deep down inside away from all the fucked upness that i do care, right? bc i really, really do.

[wheretheducksgo]

i'm not sure.

[narniablue]

well whatever. its not dragging ME down

[wheretheducksgo]

well thank GOD or whoever the fuck for that, right

[narniablue]

you should really stop.
i cant help that your bitter and unhappy.
and i cant help if you wont let anyone try and help you.

[wheretheducksgo]

no shit. fuck you

[wheretheducksgo]

p.s.
i love youuuuuu

[narniablue]

i know,i love you too