BASICS
Name: Chloe
Previously stamped as: Edmund
Your positive traits: Sweet, gentle, funny, loyal, caring, unique, daring.
Your negative traits: Nosey, awkward, pushover, bitchy, reckless, lack of common sense, low self esteem.
Write a paragraph describing yourself: I'm 15, in my final year of high school and living in the UK. I'm incredibly quiet and awkward around most people; it takes me a long time to feel in my element around people, unless I've got some of the few people I really love and trust around me in which case I'm generally more open. Despite this, I don't think many (if any) people really know me; it's like there's two versions of me that people see, and neither of them are entirely correct. There's the quiet, shy, awkward, spaced-out version that people I know only vaguely think I am, and then there's the lively, bubbly, silly, happy, irritating but funny and upbeat version of myself that I am around people I know a little better. I'm not sure either of these people really exist. I care a lot about things and people; I don't know why, everything just seems to mean more to me than it does to other people. I don't understand how people just can't care, or how they can just accept what people tell them without a second thought. I'm pretty much constantly questioning everything, even my own thoughts and feelings; I don't know if it's this, all the shit I've got over the years, the part of me that always just really, really wants to fuck things up or what, but my mind is pretty messed up and has been for a while now, though I'd never let anyone know (except jokily, but that doesn't really count does it?). I find it really hard to talk about myself, my feelings and my problems and feel like I'm being self-absorbed when I do; I can't stand self-obsessed, attention-seeking people, and my hatred is the only thing that stops me from being one of these people; I constantly crave attention, and it takes everything in me not to go all out for it. It's weird, because I'm so shy; it's like...I don't know, it's hard to describe. I want everyone to love me, to care about me and want to spend time with me, but at the same time I want to keep a distance from them. I don't like people much in general; I know that makes me sound like such a bitch, but I just don't.
THIS OR THAT
Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted
Impulsive or Cautious: More impulsive
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Naturally optimistic, but I try my best to be pessimistic - my philosophy ever since I was tiny has been to expect the worst; that way you can't be disappointed.
Idealist or Realist: Similar kind of thing really.
Rule or Be Ruled: Neither. I'd rather just do my own thing, thanks all the same XD
CHECK ALL THAT APPLIES TO YOU:
[x] Freedom
[x] Love
[x] Ambition
[x] Curiosity
[x] Happiness
[ ] Order
[ ] Normalcy
[ ] Power
[x] Belonging
[ ] Money
[ ] Treasure
[x] Passion
[x] Dreams
[x] Adventure
[ ] Change
[x] Imagination
YOUR BOOK
What would the setting be for your book? I'm not sure how detailed this is meant to be, but just a vague idea? I guess it would be set in the modern day or possibly a little way in the past, involving outcast children or teenagers who stumble across some kind of a secret or a revelation and have to piece together the clues and discover what it all means XD
What does your book consist of? Is it a tragedy, a love story, or a tale of friendship? Be as creative as possible: I'd prefer it to be a mixture, because I think it's most realistic that way - life doesn't stick to one genre, does it?
Briefly describe your life so far: It's been pretty boring, really. When I was little I used to think it was all leading up to some big adventure, but that hasn't happened yet XD
What are your goals for the future?: I'd like to write, but I don't think I'm good enough and I don't even have the motivation anymore. I don't know what happened.
Anything else?: No, thanks for voting and sorry for being slightly emo-ish on some of this XD I've just been kind of down lately.
PLEASE VOTE ON ALL OF THE UNSTAMPED APPLICATIONS! Will do XD