Someone like you..
So lifes starting to get better.. I think Im over this "depression" state I have been in which makes me VERY happy.
I went to Gainseville for the weekend last weekend which was SO much fun. It was nice to get away and to see all my friends that are going to UF. It was seriously like a Merritt Island High reunion.. to the point that the "Go0o0o0 Merritt Island" chant broke out at Court Of Heros (a bar up there) haha it was awesome. The LSU/UF game was fun..I mean as much as it could be to be at a gator game haha No I love watching football so it was ok. Being with my friends was just the best of it.
The whole weekend rocked though staying with my Candy Man and seeing the boys and my Shannanana!! Hot guys and tailgating.. I needed it all haha.
I havent had anything to drink in over a month now.. I really think its helping me and definitely for the best. I have been working out a LOT, the gym is kinda my happy place. Where I go to relieve stress and to think. Also nice way to keep me healthy.. not exactly the best for my heart but I need it. So it works..
Im in Merritt Island for this weekend, came home to see the Show (Jekyll and Hyde) which by the way was AMAZING!!!!! I was So so sooo impressed with this show.. It made me sad though too. I reallllly miss the CVP. Being there always brings back some of the absolute best memories of my life. My whole childhood pretty much resides in that building! Plus Rick Roach happens to be one of my favorite people in the entire world and one of the most entertaining and talent persons to watch in a show. So that of course topped it. I cant wait to go back tomorrow with my Mommy and my Emer to see Matt. Ive heard nothing but great and wonderful things about him as well, which Im sure is nothing less than true =) So its been a good playhouse weekend, which is always needed. That place really brings me home. I cant believe its been 2 years since I have done a show. Last year was the 1st time since I was 8 that I went a whole year without doing anything at the playhouse!! Nuts, I know. Things there have changed tremendously though its amazing whats become of it. Double casting was not even a thought when I was doing shows there, there was NO way anyone was missing a show, its so great to see the changes. Of course I miss my time there, Id probably give my left foot to go back to 42nd street or Fiddler or the 1st Joseph, or Anything goes.. Then again I would probably go back to any of the what 20 shows I did haha. Or the 9 years I spent in stars.. CRAZY how there are over 200 stars now!! My 1st year in stars there was like 30 of us!! I was the youngest person in it and I was 8! haha. Though I still think I have the longest running in stars.. Holding my rank haha and still the youngest to have been in all shows on the plaque.. THOUGH back then we had to be in every show the season to get on there haha there was no 3 out of 5, 4 out of 5 and then 5 out of 5 it was 4 out of 4 or nothing! And I was 12 and worked my butt off especially since 2 of the 4 shows I was put in were 13 and up!! :-D Man I miss it! I miss our little CVP crew (Alyza, Traci, Dana, Jenna, Patrick, David, Chris, John, Sarah, Josh, Ryan, Greg)-- the times spent after shows at my house or Alyzas.. Oh the good ole days!! Misssss it for sure.. Playhouse was definitely one of the best things to happen in my life. Im ready for 42nd street again!!! =)
Anyways MI weekend has been fun too, seeing everyone here always puts a smile on my face ;)
The guy worlds been complicated big time.. having some pulls and pushes with situations but it happens and Ive figure it our for myself.. Not rushing into anything especially now. Im older and I really know the next relationship I get into is honestly gunna be geared toward the long run.. gunna be something I can see myself in for my future as well. No more pointless going no where relationships.. So waiting for it and making sure its right is a must. Just going out now and having the fun I should have had my freshman and sophmore years is okay weith me : ) Its been frustrating a lil though bc everyone knows about Matt and how him and I have been.. and lately he has been really pushing this marriage thing and how much he truly wants it and just is ready to move here and us be together and start our life together.. so it makes it hard bc he isnt here and i wish he were.. but theres also kinda someone else back in MI.. so ahhh boys! hahahah <3
I love the beach. The beach makes me probably the most happy besides being on stage of course.. but its been nice here and of course seeing my Britt and my Stace and my Kace has been amazing =)
lifes getting better.. I needed this.. I need to get back to work. Im hoping my health is good enough to go back and no get me stressed to where it goes bad again. 4 exams this week though could be a little scary
I went to Gainseville for the weekend last weekend which was SO much fun. It was nice to get away and to see all my friends that are going to UF. It was seriously like a Merritt Island High reunion.. to the point that the "Go0o0o0 Merritt Island" chant broke out at Court Of Heros (a bar up there) haha it was awesome. The LSU/UF game was fun..I mean as much as it could be to be at a gator game haha No I love watching football so it was ok. Being with my friends was just the best of it.
The whole weekend rocked though staying with my Candy Man and seeing the boys and my Shannanana!! Hot guys and tailgating.. I needed it all haha.
I havent had anything to drink in over a month now.. I really think its helping me and definitely for the best. I have been working out a LOT, the gym is kinda my happy place. Where I go to relieve stress and to think. Also nice way to keep me healthy.. not exactly the best for my heart but I need it. So it works..
Im in Merritt Island for this weekend, came home to see the Show (Jekyll and Hyde) which by the way was AMAZING!!!!! I was So so sooo impressed with this show.. It made me sad though too. I reallllly miss the CVP. Being there always brings back some of the absolute best memories of my life. My whole childhood pretty much resides in that building! Plus Rick Roach happens to be one of my favorite people in the entire world and one of the most entertaining and talent persons to watch in a show. So that of course topped it. I cant wait to go back tomorrow with my Mommy and my Emer to see Matt. Ive heard nothing but great and wonderful things about him as well, which Im sure is nothing less than true =) So its been a good playhouse weekend, which is always needed. That place really brings me home. I cant believe its been 2 years since I have done a show. Last year was the 1st time since I was 8 that I went a whole year without doing anything at the playhouse!! Nuts, I know. Things there have changed tremendously though its amazing whats become of it. Double casting was not even a thought when I was doing shows there, there was NO way anyone was missing a show, its so great to see the changes. Of course I miss my time there, Id probably give my left foot to go back to 42nd street or Fiddler or the 1st Joseph, or Anything goes.. Then again I would probably go back to any of the what 20 shows I did haha. Or the 9 years I spent in stars.. CRAZY how there are over 200 stars now!! My 1st year in stars there was like 30 of us!! I was the youngest person in it and I was 8! haha. Though I still think I have the longest running in stars.. Holding my rank haha and still the youngest to have been in all shows on the plaque.. THOUGH back then we had to be in every show the season to get on there haha there was no 3 out of 5, 4 out of 5 and then 5 out of 5 it was 4 out of 4 or nothing! And I was 12 and worked my butt off especially since 2 of the 4 shows I was put in were 13 and up!! :-D Man I miss it! I miss our little CVP crew (Alyza, Traci, Dana, Jenna, Patrick, David, Chris, John, Sarah, Josh, Ryan, Greg)-- the times spent after shows at my house or Alyzas.. Oh the good ole days!! Misssss it for sure.. Playhouse was definitely one of the best things to happen in my life. Im ready for 42nd street again!!! =)
Anyways MI weekend has been fun too, seeing everyone here always puts a smile on my face ;)
The guy worlds been complicated big time.. having some pulls and pushes with situations but it happens and Ive figure it our for myself.. Not rushing into anything especially now. Im older and I really know the next relationship I get into is honestly gunna be geared toward the long run.. gunna be something I can see myself in for my future as well. No more pointless going no where relationships.. So waiting for it and making sure its right is a must. Just going out now and having the fun I should have had my freshman and sophmore years is okay weith me : ) Its been frustrating a lil though bc everyone knows about Matt and how him and I have been.. and lately he has been really pushing this marriage thing and how much he truly wants it and just is ready to move here and us be together and start our life together.. so it makes it hard bc he isnt here and i wish he were.. but theres also kinda someone else back in MI.. so ahhh boys! hahahah <3
I love the beach. The beach makes me probably the most happy besides being on stage of course.. but its been nice here and of course seeing my Britt and my Stace and my Kace has been amazing =)
lifes getting better.. I needed this.. I need to get back to work. Im hoping my health is good enough to go back and no get me stressed to where it goes bad again. 4 exams this week though could be a little scary