Spinster?
Wow so one of my good friends is engaged.. the last in my entourage.. and Im very very happy for him but I cant help but feel shitty for me. Now I normally don't care, as I dont measure my success via having a relationship, nor do I even believe in marriage for the most part.. but really.. im not sure if I want to end up being Dr. Bailey- the half lesbian humanitarian spinster, with a cat. Not sure why I'm feeling this way because I really don't want a relationship right now when its all said and done, im too busy remaking a solid foundation in my life, and pretty content with that. guess im having a girl moment, or maybe I'm lying to myself? ( I dont think so?)
*shrugs*
really people think I have it easy.. when they say I can get just about anyone I want.. yeaaah but there lies the grey area.. anyone isn't the right one.
fuck it, whatever.. im off to volunteer at the temple.
hope all is well.
*shrugs*
really people think I have it easy.. when they say I can get just about anyone I want.. yeaaah but there lies the grey area.. anyone isn't the right one.
fuck it, whatever.. im off to volunteer at the temple.
hope all is well.