bad thoughts

[narked]

Today was dissapointing. Not like Im expecting anything great mind you, but I really wish that things were different and I had the power (or the guts?) to change them. There are people in my life who I would really like to weed out and be rid of because more than liking them I am unalterably pissed off and annoyed by them. There are also people who I would very much like to be a part of my life but it cannot be so, because they think I am too stupid and immature. Maybe I am. but I think things could still be different. I also, am entirely pottery making retarded. I'll stick to sculpting thank you.
Sometimes I wonder if I would be happier somewhere else.