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Im sick and tired. Tired if issues that I shouldn't have. Tired of not knowing, and sometimes knowing too much. Im tired of being the victim of other people's issues, Im tired of abusing anything that would be good for me and accepting everything that hurts me. Im tired of watching what should be happening outside of my life, tired of making the same mistakes, and tired of being tired of what Im tired of. I want to fix these problems. No, I SHOULD fix these problems but the thing is, Im not sure it would end them. And in the time it would take for me to end these issues I would also loose some of who are closest to me.
I'm also a coward.
I'm also a coward.