hello march, how are you?
a lot of things went wrong/were bad today (march the 1st).
+ my body is rebelling against me. not really in the female way, but in the "hey, you're ligaments don't work, so now you can't walk up stairs!" or "eyesight? who needs that? not you!" fortunetly, i guess, none of it is bad enough that i'm withering in pain or anything, so i can keep functioning on a basic level. minus, oh, the part where i feel like i'm getting sick. hopefully i can walk tomorrow without feeling like my knee is about to dislocate.
+ quiz in japanese. and i did? who knows... -.-
+ lots of talk about finals next week. i am very much not perpared. i need to study more. i guess i'm still recovering.
+ oh, and classes for next quarter? have fun getting into those! >.< i mean, even steve-sensei, the most awesomest t.a. ever, changed his class time! FRUSTRATION! (i regester at 6 am) blerg.
+ ImageReady almost ate an icon i was making for pokeymegchan. it took me nearly a half an hour to get it back. *flails*
+ my mom reminded me that each credit i take here at college is costing about $100. pressure much?
+ job interview. positive? i hope so. am i adding another stresser into my life? ABSOLUTELY! >.<
+ scon is a month away, and i have about 35% of a single costume done. oh joys.
+ my wonderful magical japanese mini-dictionary that i took with me to japan is MIA. thanks alot, good luck charm. way to be.
+ called to tell my mom and sis about how great i did in my job interview, and not only did they both have to go (well, they do have jobs), but haven't called me back. they've been the ones wanting to hear from me! they have hands! they can dial numbers! i will talk to them!
+ of course, i'm worried that there could've been something really bad happening to keep them from calling. or my mom is freaking out more over my grandfather.
+ oh my grandfather.
+ hawt. asian. males. EVERYWHERE. ;.;
+ did i mention finals? because i really don't want to fail a 2 credit course, and the final is pretty much my one chance.
+ steve-sensei DOESN'T have stomach cancer. DREAMS DO LIE!
+ i'm not eating well again. i'm too afraid of eating sugar on accident.
+ i'm tired too much. (maybe staying up late has something to do with it...)
+ i pissed off kaitouhotaru. i think. geez, i didn't mean to!
+ regestering for housing for summer? ha, apperently its better to just buy a tent and live in red square.
+ my lack of motivation scares me.
+ i don't think i'll ever be athletic ever again. thanks body.
+ the girls a few doors down have completely disregarded me. not that i cared in the first place, but i thought we'd all left highschool behind. i'm not a freak, i swear...
+ i ripped the sleeve on one of my best/favorite shirts. i mended it, but still, this means that it won't last much longer. *sigh*
+ marg.
so, i kinda wanna curl up and fall asleep crying. however, with my reg time only 4.5 hours away, and my body not liking the idea of climbing up my bunkbed. so just staying up till my 9.30 class is sounding kind of appealing.
+ my body is rebelling against me. not really in the female way, but in the "hey, you're ligaments don't work, so now you can't walk up stairs!" or "eyesight? who needs that? not you!" fortunetly, i guess, none of it is bad enough that i'm withering in pain or anything, so i can keep functioning on a basic level. minus, oh, the part where i feel like i'm getting sick. hopefully i can walk tomorrow without feeling like my knee is about to dislocate.
+ quiz in japanese. and i did? who knows... -.-
+ lots of talk about finals next week. i am very much not perpared. i need to study more. i guess i'm still recovering.
+ oh, and classes for next quarter? have fun getting into those! >.< i mean, even steve-sensei, the most awesomest t.a. ever, changed his class time! FRUSTRATION! (i regester at 6 am) blerg.
+ ImageReady almost ate an icon i was making for pokeymegchan. it took me nearly a half an hour to get it back. *flails*
+ my mom reminded me that each credit i take here at college is costing about $100. pressure much?
+ job interview. positive? i hope so. am i adding another stresser into my life? ABSOLUTELY! >.<
+ scon is a month away, and i have about 35% of a single costume done. oh joys.
+ my wonderful magical japanese mini-dictionary that i took with me to japan is MIA. thanks alot, good luck charm. way to be.
+ called to tell my mom and sis about how great i did in my job interview, and not only did they both have to go (well, they do have jobs), but haven't called me back. they've been the ones wanting to hear from me! they have hands! they can dial numbers! i will talk to them!
+ of course, i'm worried that there could've been something really bad happening to keep them from calling. or my mom is freaking out more over my grandfather.
+ oh my grandfather.
+ hawt. asian. males. EVERYWHERE. ;.;
+ did i mention finals? because i really don't want to fail a 2 credit course, and the final is pretty much my one chance.
+ steve-sensei DOESN'T have stomach cancer. DREAMS DO LIE!
+ i'm not eating well again. i'm too afraid of eating sugar on accident.
+ i'm tired too much. (maybe staying up late has something to do with it...)
+ i pissed off kaitouhotaru. i think. geez, i didn't mean to!
+ regestering for housing for summer? ha, apperently its better to just buy a tent and live in red square.
+ my lack of motivation scares me.
+ i don't think i'll ever be athletic ever again. thanks body.
+ the girls a few doors down have completely disregarded me. not that i cared in the first place, but i thought we'd all left highschool behind. i'm not a freak, i swear...
+ i ripped the sleeve on one of my best/favorite shirts. i mended it, but still, this means that it won't last much longer. *sigh*
+ marg.
so, i kinda wanna curl up and fall asleep crying. however, with my reg time only 4.5 hours away, and my body not liking the idea of climbing up my bunkbed. so just staying up till my 9.30 class is sounding kind of appealing.