And so time goes by...
It's been a hell of a long time since I updated this really, and I've just never bothered to update, I've been using myspace blogs more often, even though this is a better service, myspace ones would get read more often as there are more ~ahem~ 'friends' there than there are here, nevermind. I'll update this a litte anyway.
So lately there's not been too much going on, all the usuals of college and here aqnd there either going out to a friends or to jilly's rockworld for a night and just having fun. Went out last night to Reva's and stayred over, today and tonight my rents are in the Lake District so i have a house to blast musik out of and RELAX in!! Good as always.
With college I'm doing Media studies, Geography and English Literature. I dropped Art as a subject as it really wasn't what I wanted, I couldn't do it and wasn't enjoying it, along with the fact it wouldn't help or take me anywhere later in life. Speaking of later life, I still have no job prospects, still don't have a job (though I am still constantly looking, handing out CV's and filling out application forms), still can't see myself doing anything, don't want to get caught in one job forever and etc etc, well, I came to a solution as what's next for me and myself after college which I've wanted to do for so long and decided I will do and it'll help me too.
I'm taking a gap year after college, gettting a deffered placement at a university somewhere and then in the gap year either going around the world and getting the whole thing out of the way straight off with a program (sounds fun and I want to, however with a program you have to follow rules of places and times, I think I'll do the whole world on my own in my own time of my own way) or going to the USA for the year and doing things there, most likely with campAmerica, I'll have to see.
I'm pretty excited though, it'll be an awesome experience, finally get it out of my system, I'll be able to see other places and things and so much more!
I've had a few friends annoyed with me for it though, a load think it'll be awesome for me too.. Main reason they're annoyed though.. because I'm leaving them, well to those, I'll be back, it's only for a year and all, it's not like I'll be moving there, so no worries, and I'll see you all before I leave, plus it's still a while off before I'm planning on going.
How are things with the rents?
Well with my mum, all's same really.. she's on my case every now and then but can be awesome at other times, it just depends.
With Mark, wellll he was fine not to long ago and we got on great, then Eden stayed over one night because we were filming my media video, so he got all stressy and now hasn't spoken to me since or really noticed my existance, he just smashes about alot, I'm not too bothered though.
As for my sis, she's as annoying as ever and heading to chav land it seems, youch.
How's life in general?
Right now it feels pretty good, I'm lying on the floor in my front room listening to The Calm by ICP, just puts you in a good mood straight off, though at times it is a bit tedious. I don't mean that in the sense of 'Oh I can't do my work and my parents are on my back boo hoo' I'm not bothered by all that anymore or anything, it's just.. tiring, boring almost, I guess that's why I want to go do these around the world things and do something different. But it's good in general, things are pretty stable and smooth, nothing changes and I take things in my stride, simple.
Woah, i feel pretty good.. Yet underneth I feel rather... melancholy, it's a weird feeling, and I don't know why. If I was to slip into the whole 'sad/depressive' speaking that people have seen when I write blogs about life's mysteries or when I generally do feel sad... Right now I could say stuff alike 'I miss the old me' but what is the old me?.. I guess also I feel rather pointless with the fact I pretty much pointed it out to myself and others that life is pointless etc, however, it is tedious and feels rather retarded... It's retarded on the levels that I can feel this way and also that it seems this way, nevermind, I deal and am over with it... though it is rather odd and annoying. Enough of that though.
How's the love life?
Hahaha, what love life, as I've told many, I don't go with all that anymore, serious, I just gave up and can't be bothered. I'm asked quite often why and how am I still single, to be honest I don't know.. Or care too much, ah well. As always though, even though I gave up trying or bothering and even consider to myself I have no chance or point trying, what happens happens.
Hmmm, what else is there to update on? A load of trivial stuff (not that this isn't, but I mean more trivial) I'm sure, maybe a few more things, but I'll leave it there, the size of this thing probably put people off this anyway (if they even check it that is haha).
Keep well all
Adios, James.
So lately there's not been too much going on, all the usuals of college and here aqnd there either going out to a friends or to jilly's rockworld for a night and just having fun. Went out last night to Reva's and stayred over, today and tonight my rents are in the Lake District so i have a house to blast musik out of and RELAX in!! Good as always.
With college I'm doing Media studies, Geography and English Literature. I dropped Art as a subject as it really wasn't what I wanted, I couldn't do it and wasn't enjoying it, along with the fact it wouldn't help or take me anywhere later in life. Speaking of later life, I still have no job prospects, still don't have a job (though I am still constantly looking, handing out CV's and filling out application forms), still can't see myself doing anything, don't want to get caught in one job forever and etc etc, well, I came to a solution as what's next for me and myself after college which I've wanted to do for so long and decided I will do and it'll help me too.
I'm taking a gap year after college, gettting a deffered placement at a university somewhere and then in the gap year either going around the world and getting the whole thing out of the way straight off with a program (sounds fun and I want to, however with a program you have to follow rules of places and times, I think I'll do the whole world on my own in my own time of my own way) or going to the USA for the year and doing things there, most likely with campAmerica, I'll have to see.
I'm pretty excited though, it'll be an awesome experience, finally get it out of my system, I'll be able to see other places and things and so much more!
I've had a few friends annoyed with me for it though, a load think it'll be awesome for me too.. Main reason they're annoyed though.. because I'm leaving them, well to those, I'll be back, it's only for a year and all, it's not like I'll be moving there, so no worries, and I'll see you all before I leave, plus it's still a while off before I'm planning on going.
How are things with the rents?
Well with my mum, all's same really.. she's on my case every now and then but can be awesome at other times, it just depends.
With Mark, wellll he was fine not to long ago and we got on great, then Eden stayed over one night because we were filming my media video, so he got all stressy and now hasn't spoken to me since or really noticed my existance, he just smashes about alot, I'm not too bothered though.
As for my sis, she's as annoying as ever and heading to chav land it seems, youch.
How's life in general?
Right now it feels pretty good, I'm lying on the floor in my front room listening to The Calm by ICP, just puts you in a good mood straight off, though at times it is a bit tedious. I don't mean that in the sense of 'Oh I can't do my work and my parents are on my back boo hoo' I'm not bothered by all that anymore or anything, it's just.. tiring, boring almost, I guess that's why I want to go do these around the world things and do something different. But it's good in general, things are pretty stable and smooth, nothing changes and I take things in my stride, simple.
Woah, i feel pretty good.. Yet underneth I feel rather... melancholy, it's a weird feeling, and I don't know why. If I was to slip into the whole 'sad/depressive' speaking that people have seen when I write blogs about life's mysteries or when I generally do feel sad... Right now I could say stuff alike 'I miss the old me' but what is the old me?.. I guess also I feel rather pointless with the fact I pretty much pointed it out to myself and others that life is pointless etc, however, it is tedious and feels rather retarded... It's retarded on the levels that I can feel this way and also that it seems this way, nevermind, I deal and am over with it... though it is rather odd and annoying. Enough of that though.
How's the love life?
Hahaha, what love life, as I've told many, I don't go with all that anymore, serious, I just gave up and can't be bothered. I'm asked quite often why and how am I still single, to be honest I don't know.. Or care too much, ah well. As always though, even though I gave up trying or bothering and even consider to myself I have no chance or point trying, what happens happens.
Hmmm, what else is there to update on? A load of trivial stuff (not that this isn't, but I mean more trivial) I'm sure, maybe a few more things, but I'll leave it there, the size of this thing probably put people off this anyway (if they even check it that is haha).
Keep well all
Adios, James.