Mar 07, 2008 11:37
It's really hard for me to trust anyone. I've had so many people lie to me. Even people I thought would never lie to me. I will always keep a guard up with anyone and everyone in my life. It sucks. I honestly can say that there is only one person in my life that I can trust.
It's hard for me to believe if someone is over their ex. Especially after Felipe or even worse, Jorly, who totally messed my head up. I don't know. I'm just so unsure about a lot of things. Maybe some thoughts or feelings are being kept from me. I've been feeling like this since the beginning.
I just don't want to get hurt. I may really care for the other person but I do care about my feelings too. I've been stepped on too much to let people do it again to me.