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So I have an interest in someone. He's very sweet and really caring. I think everybody will think its weird me and him being together. But that's the thing, we're not dating. I don't want a relationship for a very personal reason. Its starting to stress me out which is why I told him let's be friends and see where it goes. Another problem is I'm so unsure about my feelings. I like him but I feel like something's missing but I don't know what it is. I guess I'm just going with the flow. I don't want to hurt his feelings so I've been very blunt to him.
I have, not too long ago, found out that guys in the group like me, as in more than a friend. And I've heard the same over and over that there's something about me. Its really nice to know that guys actually like me for me cuz I'm myself but I don't know if they're acting nice to me because they're my friend or because they like me. Maybe I'm not making any sense and I don't want to make it seem like I'm complaining cuz I'm not.
Blah, these are just some things that have been on my mind lately. I'm gonna try and take a break from thinking too much.
I have, not too long ago, found out that guys in the group like me, as in more than a friend. And I've heard the same over and over that there's something about me. Its really nice to know that guys actually like me for me cuz I'm myself but I don't know if they're acting nice to me because they're my friend or because they like me. Maybe I'm not making any sense and I don't want to make it seem like I'm complaining cuz I'm not.
Blah, these are just some things that have been on my mind lately. I'm gonna try and take a break from thinking too much.