I feel sick. I feel nauseous with depression. Why is it that some days I feel like a worthy, functional human being, and other days I want to curl up into a ball, or run away and never look back
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growing up is the worst thing that ever happened to us...
i miss the
(i hate to say it, it sounds cliche',i never thought it would be true, then i just wanted to get out, make it over)
"Good Old Days"
now all of my friends are gone, i am a shell of my former self, i dont know anything about the people i still (and will always) LOVE , some of which would probably not even say hello to me in wal-mart, all of which used to run up and hug me (screaming my name) i miss being loved, and loving so much it clouded me, and made me angsty, and i miss being young, being able to be bothered by ridiculous things, and obsess over even more ridiculous things, i HATE having real problems in this now REAL world....
I guess all I have to say is that right now Im listening to the Dresden Dolls and looking at my Juinor Ball pictures....
I miss you my dear! due to life I cannot promise that we will ever be the bestest friends like omg, but Id like to try, I guess thats all we can do...
my number hasnt changed, give me a call somtime...
i miss the
(i hate to say it, it sounds cliche',i never thought it would be true, then i just wanted to get out, make it over)
"Good Old Days"
now all of my friends are gone, i am a shell of my former self, i dont know anything about the people i still (and will always) LOVE , some of which would probably not even say hello to me in wal-mart, all of which used to run up and hug me (screaming my name) i miss being loved, and loving so much it clouded me, and made me angsty, and i miss being young, being able to be bothered by ridiculous things, and obsess over even more ridiculous things, i HATE having real problems in this now REAL world....
I guess all I have to say is that right now Im listening to the Dresden Dolls and looking at my Juinor Ball pictures....
I miss you my dear! due to life I cannot promise that we will ever be the bestest friends like omg, but Id like to try, I guess thats all we can do...
my number hasnt changed, give me a call somtime...
I LOVE YOU
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