Nov 20, 2007 03:49
I've taken steps to the left
and steps to the right
one step forward
4 or 5 steps back
I've stepped in circles
zig zags, and dotted lines
look back, look forward, look inside
either way the path doesn't really make sense and looks different every time it's looked upon
it's always changing and moving, it doesn't really care how carefully you laid it out
when you look back at it, it will all swirl and move, not missing a beat
like that beautiful red blanket with the white stitching and all the wild animals moving on it
sometimes it's best to stop and take a deep breath before you take off running
My mind currently feels transparent....kinda like if my body was a ghost and I kept trying to grap a glass, but my hand keeps just going through it rather than touching it.....my mind keeps trying to grasp this idea....but the harder a consintrate the further away I get. it's like the game.....i'm always winning it until i remember i'm winning it, then i lose it.....but i never know i'm winning.....because to know i'm winning means i'm not.....when i'm not thinking about this....idea, i know exactly what it is.....but when i try to think of it, it's not there at all
>leah