Shitt
I just read my last post and aparently i was pretty pissed about something. As time goes on i keep focusing on these major ups and downs. It seems like i let the people around me have to much effect. Lately i talked to a lot of kids from back home its nice to know that theres people there that still care. I was especialy happy to talk to Emily again. I miss those days when i talked to people on the phone for hours about anything. Im still planning on my trip the thing im most excited about is being able to sleep on the beach and listen to the ocean. The mountains are too quiet! I work at a bar again i quit my chef job to make pizza's. I love it. Im depressed i lost a lot of my good cds when i was squatting and couch surfing. I need a fucking hobby what can i do with myself? I wanted to see F-minus on Sat. but me and Rudy cant find the show posted anymore. I saw them years ago with Al and we had a fucking great time F-minus is definently a good night. Steve and Andrea called me wasted the other night. Andrea says your not coming home for Christmas to see us. Totaly made me realize how home sick i am. I miss everyone and id be an asshole for not going back. Plus my mom is crazy and losing it everytime i even call. I dont know whats been up my ass lately. The bad stuff came around for a minute but thats how its gonna be anywhere you go i guess. I just have to watch myself or i could become that person again. Fuck Apathy. I leave for SanDiego where its warm in Feb. and im gonna have some stories of the streets that i love for you guys to hear so keep intouch yo.
Drewfuck
Drewfuck