Self Reliance

[narcodrewbie]

Im so happy right now and you know what its not becuase of anyone else its all me and the mountains. Always having to have someone there to make you happy and feel secure is bullshit. After Allison and i broke up all i could think of was getting her back then after i realized this girl would never treat me the same again i dropped it and started looking for someone else. Luckely im picky so i didnt get stuck in a dead end relationship in Perrysburg. I guess all this shit sounds cheesy but hey im a true love kind of guy. But now i have so many friends i practicaly work at Cheers and everyone does know my name, theres no one here that is mean to me. I have not a care in the world. Im just waiting for my Alabama to come along and spill popcorn on my crotch in a movie theatre. And you bet your ass ill take her for some pie. I was born ready for something i just havent figured out what it is yet. Relationships are fucked up especaily for kids our age but remember that we're just kids we have our whole lives to find True Romance.

Emo DrewCrotch

On a more depressing note i just found out from Brett when he came here that Mark Hannnigan killled himself a month to the day of Tylers suicide. He and Tyler were in the same band so get this Mark was at Tyler's funeral obviously saw the pain that had been inflicte and knew exactly what the outcome would be and went ahead and did it. His little brother found him. These kids need to change their environment. If you got someshit your dealing with take care of it and get out move somewhere beutiful i could never even dream about killing myself especialy over some stupid imature little girl.

R.I.P. Tyler and Mark