I'm so freaking dumb
Right now I could have a very pretty boy over here doing pretty much what I told him to do...but I'm too goddamn stubborn. All I'd have to do is call his ass and pick him up. NO instead I'm whining about it here and to Jenni. Jesus christ...And I'm rationalizing it. I have to go to work at 6AM tomorrow... not cool. But then I think If I went at six I could leave IPST at 10, and MSE at one-ish meaing he could stay here and sleep....stopitnowleslie. stopitnow. I need school to start again. give me a distraction and only 20 hours of work a week. YEAH!!!! ok I'm better. even though I swear if he calls me I'm sooo done for.