Apr 30, 2002 18:43
riight...
i'm so melencholy
or however you spell that
i'm so torn between being happy and sad.
i have actually been trying to be happy, but... the longer i'm happier, the harder i fall
i sometimes wish i was the stupid neive kid again, but that's only because i felt loved. I feel like i'm becomeing atracted to whitney again, and that's why i'm not looking you in the eye, whitney. But it doesn't really matter, it's just like the gayass beth thing. i've accepted the fact that i'm going to be alone for the rest of the summer, and that my car will take up my time, so that's ok. awesome, eh?