Feb 13, 2003 08:36
First the last entry that I wrote pertained entirely to danny not to anyone else. Second as far as to what you perceieve to be the truth. Your so called truth came from your ally "street shark" names not needed to be mentioned due to the fact that it is irrelevent for in the end it will be the same. Third what you don't realize is this. As you may believe as well as he does as that you both have some sort of victory that some way or another you have defeated me or whatnot. What do you feel you have accomplished. One thing you should have learned from me if anything is that the truth is undeniable and it is perceived by the human mind as information and nothing more. When one sees truth they take it as is. But you took it to a different level. You wanted to perceieve it as deceit for it would have made your life a lot easier and you justify it by believing that the reason I stop speaking to you was because that and that wasn't the case. It comes down to your lies and what you felt. I of course not to this day revealed it to anyone because it's not their problem nor is it their business. The truth well the truth as how it was to you in your life that you shared with me is still as such regardless of the lies because that is what you wanted me to know of you. Though in my case it's different. That was my existance what you felt was a lie. Of course I can sit here and debate this all day and night but the bottomline is this. The course is still flowing the same the river has not been altered nor you nor your ally did anything to change it. Why? Aside the fact that I had contigencies just in case you were corrupted I also knew that at one point you were going to walk away. I expected as such but as in my role I kept you on as long as you needed me blinded to the truth as is expected of any parent or support. Does what I wrote mean anything does it change anything? no of course not and it doesn't matter. You only "appreciate" the truth because you feel I have been stopped because you feel I lied. You forget the most important thing...nothing has stopped but as far as to why it's miminized...simple...the reason I had to be on the internet no longer exists...why? because you in your arrogance the part of me that you swallowed believed you were right...and in that you decided to share that arrogance...everyone believes you because I never debated it...I know a lot more than you may believe I know...why I never said anything? Why waste breath...again...in the end it will be the same. by the way no need for you to comment I already know in your child like rage what you intend to say.