so, reading perez hilton, i find this quote from roseanne talking about chris brown and rhianna. "Rihanna "thinks she has him right where she wants him now. His career is over, and he is working her to help him get it back. She thinks that since he needs her and has shown some contrition, that she can call the shots now. Violent people are control freaks, and she thinks she is in control right now. Violent couples also have passionate make up sex, and that keeps a lot of battered and beaten women hooked."
it makes me think of my relationship. like after we fight, i feel better cuz i feel like i got to him and things are going to be different now, but they never are. they go right back to how they used to be. ricky's been calling me a lot and i can tell he's bummed and he thinks something is wrong cuz i dont really talk to him anymore. he asked me if my myspace song is how i really feel and i told him it was. i hate feeling this way.
im deff going to drop out of anatomy. i have enough work trying to keep up with sociology and all her stupidass projects. my next one is finding two items in my house and the company they came from and finding the wages of the workers and CEOs and estimate their profit. how the fuck am i going to do that? and what the fuck does that have to do with sociology. ugh. i've been good tho and started working on my speech thats due on tuesday. i usually dont do things til the last minute, but i started early this time =P
i think i also found the hair style i want