Jul 25, 2004 15:45
From now on im not going to complain or talk about my problems or feelings with friends. They never get it, but they dont know how bad it is, but its not their fault. I still love you guys and im trying not to be depressed about it. Just please understand I will need time to get back to the old Travis.....It still hurts and I dont think it will stop for a very long time but the best thing I can do is just try to ignore it and hope beyond all hope that there is a small microscopic chance for it to work out for me........please post a reply if you forgive me for my recent emo and depressing ramblings......