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Spring has come, as well as my bitter disdane for it.
I think it must lead back to highschool, staying home meant staying with my family.
I wish I liked them more, I really do.
I could complain more but that would not accomplish anything, all I can comment on is my disdain for my present situation...
I wish I knew more people...
Maybe it all comes from some deep strange notion that if I just keep meeting people, eventually I will find the "lost Vally of the Garrett People."
but really that in itself is perhaps just a trick of eye to deceive myself into feeling special and unique.
Man I need a healthy dose of the Never Ending Story.
In other news, last night gaming with everyone went well well. then it went bad when Alex threw a hissy fit and killed himself. Which really happens in most things that involve Alex so I wrote it off as inevitable and called it a good day all around.
New day, eyes forward, chin up.
It spring.
Lets go find some fucking Flowers.
I think it must lead back to highschool, staying home meant staying with my family.
I wish I liked them more, I really do.
I could complain more but that would not accomplish anything, all I can comment on is my disdain for my present situation...
I wish I knew more people...
Maybe it all comes from some deep strange notion that if I just keep meeting people, eventually I will find the "lost Vally of the Garrett People."
but really that in itself is perhaps just a trick of eye to deceive myself into feeling special and unique.
Man I need a healthy dose of the Never Ending Story.
In other news, last night gaming with everyone went well well. then it went bad when Alex threw a hissy fit and killed himself. Which really happens in most things that involve Alex so I wrote it off as inevitable and called it a good day all around.
New day, eyes forward, chin up.
It spring.
Lets go find some fucking Flowers.