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>Can everything be absolutely wonderful but seem totally wrong at the same time? I feel so totally lost and I've tried talking to Amanda about it but she has so much going on in her own life right now that I don't want to burden her with my issues and I just don't know how to talk to other people about it. So I'll just post everything in my journal where everyone can read it but I don't hink they will because most of the people I know don't get on here much anymore and if they do then they won't bother reading this 'cause I haven't posted in awhile.
>ANYWAYS...
>So here's the deal. Me and Levi have been going out for awhile now and I don't know what to do. Don't get me wrong, I love him to death but I feel like I'm tying him down and I just don't know what to do about it. I just want him to be happy. Amanda tried to help me but it just isn't working!!! All I can do is keep thinking about it!!! BLAST!!! Why does life have to be so FREAKING COMPLICATED?¿? I know what I want but I also want him to be happy!!! Go figure.
>Maybe everything will work out?!?!?! I never seem to know what's waiting on me around the next corner of life! So now that I have made whoever's life a littl emore odd after reading this then Hasta!!!
>ANYWAYS...
>So here's the deal. Me and Levi have been going out for awhile now and I don't know what to do. Don't get me wrong, I love him to death but I feel like I'm tying him down and I just don't know what to do about it. I just want him to be happy. Amanda tried to help me but it just isn't working!!! All I can do is keep thinking about it!!! BLAST!!! Why does life have to be so FREAKING COMPLICATED?¿? I know what I want but I also want him to be happy!!! Go figure.
>Maybe everything will work out?!?!?! I never seem to know what's waiting on me around the next corner of life! So now that I have made whoever's life a littl emore odd after reading this then Hasta!!!