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Oct 31, 2006 18:56

Not sure what I'm going to write about, well see how it goes.
I finally saw the candidate I'm working for today. She offered me water. She dutifully strolled around the room, thanking all of the phone volunteers in a fake/friendly high pitched voice. I think she expected me to be struck as if I'd seen a celebrity and I played along. Doubt she noticed the well-hidden sarcasm.

Parties at the same (Mans's) house on 17th. Most offensive costume party thrown by Mat Graham and Alex. They went as the twin towers and an airplane. Showed up late with Bryce and Charles to miss Mat and Manwell and coincidentally? the blantant offensiveness. Mikey's Utube video caught me up to the happenings though. I revived my old Ann Coulter. Could have put forth more effort.

Saturday, I was Courtney Love for The Best Halloween Party Ever and went with Nikki Christi and Charles. Had a much better time (almost lived up to the name). Was hit on multiple times... but I guess I shouldn't be surprised anymore. This is college and I am a girl.

Last night (post massive hw) I went over to see this kid Mathan. Walk into the Peter house and find it dark with a bunch of hippies huddled in a homemade pillow tent, blazed, "boucing sounds" off of eachother. Can't say it wasn't fun though. Would have loved to get into the same mind-set but impending 940 class and Pleurisy kept that from happening.

Met 3 interesting boys this week and it's successfully keeping my mind off of

Pleurisy- my lungs feel like they are the size of milk cartons.

Bryce- His French girlfriend is up. He borrowed my car to got get her because I'm a schmuck. He left a pack of her cigarettes on my car seat upon returning it. I smoked the two that were left. He dropped the L-bomb and the "I want to be with YOU" last week and we were really close after that. Told his gf about me and planned to end things with her, at one point, only to get off of the phone with her saying "I can't do it. The conversation reminded me that she's a person and I love her." For a while it was the old, "I love her but I'm in love with you" which faded to "I shouldn't be with either of you" and "if it could work out between her and I and she were here, I'd prefer that". It ended with "I don't know what will happen between me and her while she's here" to which I replied "bull-shit, let's just address the fact that you are planning to sleep with her while she's up and reaffirm your relationship." After the party, the night before she got here, he says (drunkenly) "I have fun with you and I have a terrible idea; let's give you a pseudonym while she's up." By now, I'm sure he's all but forgotten about me. I'm leaving out all of the cute adoring things he said about her to me recently. It doesn't help that we cuddled and kissed up until the end which I should have stopped.

Now the decision is- to continue a friendship afterwards or not?
Could use some help with that one as I'm not thinking straight.
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