gone
~inside ver.~
Oh, the pain.
The loneliness.
The feeling that everything is about to crumble, to evaporate.
Everything is just too volatile. It will go away, everyone will go away.
As I -we- will stay here. Watching the days growing older, the world going sadder, the pain becoming stronger.
The tune will also become louder, and the crowd… We, amidst the crowd…
Our ears will grow deaf, and even more deaf, as the noise consumes us.
It will consume us, eventually, I know.
Crushing our mind, body and soul. Pinching us, pinning us to a plastic wall, blowing our heads straight up.
It’s almost gone.
We cannot hear anymore, we cannot see anymore, either. It’s too loud, it’s too painful, it’s too dark.
Or either too bright.
The chill running down my spine…
It’s getting colder, isn’t it?
Static voices reach out for me, but I’m not there anymore.
My hands melted, my wills have vanished. All that’s left is the pain,
growing larger, larger…
And you.
Now breathe in, out.
Out.
It’s gone.
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~outside ver.~
I never knew it would come to this.
You gasp. You pant. The blood is thick, and the puddle is growing larger. The tips of your fingers are so cold… They’re so white, too…
Your clothes are torn, it’s dirty. The once white shirt is now as dark as wine.
Your life is running out of your reach.
It’s almost gone now. My tears try to bring it back. But you’re almost gone. Your eyes stare into nothingness, the blood running down your chin.
You smile.
I sob. I cry. I lose it.
You look at me.
Don’t cry, you say.
The faded eyes gaze into the sky once again. The lids close.
And it’s gone.
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A/N: I don't really know what to say.
I never expected this -or anything like it- to be my first post.
I wrote ~inside ver.~ today in a desperate moment of my mind. I needed to.
Things happen, lots of things happen. The floor beneath my feet simply vanishes, and I feel better when I write.
I was listening to mychemical_lust's TYL FST [AGAIN, lol], and it grew on my mind. In five minutes, I had it done.
A few more senteces added, and it was complete.
~outside ver.~ came as a "bonus". It was almost as if the new Word document opened itself and started writing by itself.
You can see it as a fanfic, who knows. It has been born from the FST, y'know.
Enjoy.
PS: I promise something useful [like art or fanfic] will be uploaded here, soon enough. I apologize for being useless 'orz and for not replying in time.
Oh, the pain.
The loneliness.
The feeling that everything is about to crumble, to evaporate.
Everything is just too volatile. It will go away, everyone will go away.
As I -we- will stay here. Watching the days growing older, the world going sadder, the pain becoming stronger.
The tune will also become louder, and the crowd… We, amidst the crowd…
Our ears will grow deaf, and even more deaf, as the noise consumes us.
It will consume us, eventually, I know.
Crushing our mind, body and soul. Pinching us, pinning us to a plastic wall, blowing our heads straight up.
It’s almost gone.
We cannot hear anymore, we cannot see anymore, either. It’s too loud, it’s too painful, it’s too dark.
Or either too bright.
The chill running down my spine…
It’s getting colder, isn’t it?
Static voices reach out for me, but I’m not there anymore.
My hands melted, my wills have vanished. All that’s left is the pain,
growing larger, larger…
And you.
Now breathe in, out.
Out.
It’s gone.
---------------------------------
~outside ver.~
I never knew it would come to this.
You gasp. You pant. The blood is thick, and the puddle is growing larger. The tips of your fingers are so cold… They’re so white, too…
Your clothes are torn, it’s dirty. The once white shirt is now as dark as wine.
Your life is running out of your reach.
It’s almost gone now. My tears try to bring it back. But you’re almost gone. Your eyes stare into nothingness, the blood running down your chin.
You smile.
I sob. I cry. I lose it.
You look at me.
Don’t cry, you say.
The faded eyes gaze into the sky once again. The lids close.
And it’s gone.
---------------------------------
A/N: I don't really know what to say.
I never expected this -or anything like it- to be my first post.
I wrote ~inside ver.~ today in a desperate moment of my mind. I needed to.
Things happen, lots of things happen. The floor beneath my feet simply vanishes, and I feel better when I write.
I was listening to mychemical_lust's TYL FST [AGAIN, lol], and it grew on my mind. In five minutes, I had it done.
A few more senteces added, and it was complete.
~outside ver.~ came as a "bonus". It was almost as if the new Word document opened itself and started writing by itself.
You can see it as a fanfic, who knows. It has been born from the FST, y'know.
Enjoy.
PS: I promise something useful [like art or fanfic] will be uploaded here, soon enough. I apologize for being useless 'orz and for not replying in time.