My left Shift button is broken, highly annoying

Dec 03, 2005 17:37

So in my big decision making process about my future, as yet I have gotten nowhere. Every time I think I've made some kind of decision, something happens to change my mind! C'mon God, where are you with the billboard proclaiming what I'm to do with my life?! Lol, if only! The hardest part of this whole thing is people asking what I'm doing next year, and I keep having to say that I don't know. This makes waiting for God's voice harder because I want to have made a decision so I can give people a satisfactory answer! Then again, I often don't like telling people what I'm planning on doing, incase it doesn't happen for some reason. So really, it's a vicious cycle... and I should just give up. Lol.
OK, so I'm not too sure where that ramble came from, but I think I had previously kinda decided not to go back to camp next year, and just thought that's how things were gonna be, but my mind changes a million times a day. Subconsciously my brain thinks it's going back, because that's just what I do at that time of each year! When I get the chance to have chats with camp people, like today, it just makes me want to go back more than ever. argh. So, back to square one, I don't know what to do with myself. But right now I'm OK with that I think.
Peace out.
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