the one where i couldnt block out their conversation and went home.
I will tell you that im pretty happy and pretty lonely at the same time and also pretty drunk. i will also say that this is the first conversation ive had with him that i didnt think about killing myself. then i'm gonna tell you that sometimes people leave and that i always end up alright with it all cause thats how i am so i'll focus on that instead of all the shittyness.
ill tell you that i love the sound of the dogs drinking water and what it smells like when i come home at night.
then im gonna tell you im too drunk to type this and tell you i wish you were here but that asking would be too weird and too inappropriate as we haven't talked in ages and that i'll see you never.
good luck with that.
i know it doesnt look like it tonight but i'm happy.
fuck you.
ill tell you that i love the sound of the dogs drinking water and what it smells like when i come home at night.
then im gonna tell you im too drunk to type this and tell you i wish you were here but that asking would be too weird and too inappropriate as we haven't talked in ages and that i'll see you never.
good luck with that.
i know it doesnt look like it tonight but i'm happy.
fuck you.