Today
i havnt posted in a while but today was an ok day... i got stuck in traffic on the way to workkinda sucked but after that i did a little bit of weed eating. then for luch i had to give my mom my car because i had to take hers to go get freon in it. But i went and picked up kendall a chocolate shake since she got her teeth ripped out the outher day (beware of the infection it will make your jaw fall off) :) i chilled with her for a little while then i went back to the church which by the way i cleaned also. and for my whole lunch break just sat there and talked with god praying and reading the bible and looking for something but i didnt know what. i opened my bible that has been at the church forever and i look in side after a while of just reading random stuff i open it to john and there is a note casrd there i dunno whos it was but it wasnt mine because it was written neatly. I looked at the verse that it had on it and i turned to it. It was about what i was struggling with for a loong time i couldnt beleive it it was crazy i was overwhelmed right then. i just started praying about it for a while. Man god is great he is there right when ya need him i guessi have been looking in all the wrong places. Im soo blessed i worship a real god. anyways then i go home and talk to one of my friends that is going through so much crap its crazy how people can look soo happy at sometimes but then you know that they are hurting on the inside wanting to get out but they feel like they cant. man what to do? i guess ill keep praying for them.