friday and not a thing to do :\
Whats going on here?! Its Friday and I cant go out anywhere. This is a bunch of "feces" huh sam? I could be going out somewhere, damn it! Except- I have to baby sit my lil sister. And I could be going out later cuz I dont work tomorrow. I thought I did but I guessed wrong. I could have gone camping tonight man! I wanted to. Ill probably spend the whole day with Sam tomorrow. Maybe! Itd be so much fun. Today I couldve gone to the movie night with Jenni and some more people, and then I couldve gone with Rey to his new house in LeHigh, he makes it seem like he really wants me to go and see it. But its kinda weird for me to go to his house where hes going to be living at you kno? I feel weird about going there-Ive been to his house here but then going to the house where hes going to be moving to and it feels to me a million miles away cuz its in LeHigh. Idk maybe its just me acting weird about it. :\ who knows? He also makes it seem like its so close. I kind of compare it to how close his house now is to my house and how far away his new house is to my house. Imagine it takes me 10 mins. to get to his now it will probably take 45 mins. to get to his other house. :\ depressing? oh fo sho. It sucks, to me it feels like whenever something good happens to me something bad has to happen also. Oh well. I think I have allergies. Im taking allegra my moms gave me. but who knows if its working because Im still getting headaches, my eyes are watery and i have a runny nose. AND im STILL coughing. ugh. Oh well Im dont talking maybe I do something later on. Im hoping and praying. <3 cynthia