some people call me the space cowboy...
i wonder.. if you date someone once.. break up..and then you date them again.. and then break up again.. can it work almost a year later if you are STILL attracted to them? maybe. but maybe i'm just desperate. yeah. that's it. "[1.17 P.M.] i'm horny." wow. people are gay. my cousin moved here from nebraska and she's cute. we like to make music videos dressed as black people.. except that we look more like perverted mexicans than negroooos. i'm also in love with the steve miller band. aw.. my friend's cat died tonight.. i feel so bad.. today in cheerleading we had to introduce ourselves to the rest of the team. me: "hiii, my name is nicole, i'm 16 years old and i'm a recovering alcoholic." everyone laughs. me: "i'm kidding" my coach: "she's kidding about the RECOVERING part." thanks. oh man.. tonight my family ate at fujiama's.. oh man oh man. it was wonderful just as every meal there is. though for $182 i would sure hope it would be a damn great meal. haha.. "it's like heaven on ice." my dad and uncle got drunk of like 2 shots of saki and then my dad told me it was too late to go to a movie at 9. so we watched the sunset. it was romantic even though i was with my uncle. jenna brought me two dozen roses tonight.. i love her. WHYYYY don't i get roses from guys?? lesbianism, here i come. beach tomorrow. yippie. nowgimmedarithumandit'llbeoffwitderclothes. my black kitten is named nigga. don't take it offensively. i enjoy black people. i'm gonna pass out. away laughing on a fast camel.. see ya! :-)