if i write something mean in here, and you think it's about you... IT PROBABLY IS.
eh. i'm so bipolar and fickle. i want a boyfriend so much, but then when i think of my choices i'm like, ugh, nevermind. except for this one boy.. or this other one.. if someone just showed more interest instead of "hey, you make me horny. how about i fondle your most precious parts." gross. it's like, i want to pursue something, but like, i 1. don't want to seem easy or slutty and 2. i want something more than just "bed buddies", which is more like just kissing? those are pretty much the same things.. lol. oh well. most of my entries have been fun and this one is just homo. and emo. whatever. you are bound to have some of those, right? anyways, please someone tell me what i should do.. you probably know the people i'm talking about.. hah. mannnn. maybe i just need to let things roll. roll. haha. i'm dumb. but yeah, i'll take it easy for awhile and just concentrate on my AWESOME DOUBLES IN CHEERLEADING for awhile.. lol.. okay, shower time.