just another girl in Davison
Matt....
I know that I hurt you and I am so completely sorry. I never intended to. I really really didnt. I liked you so much matt. Everything about you was completely perfect. It was so perfect that I didnt have to listen to everyone else when they said that they didnt like the idea of me around you. I didnt really care because we had so much fun. And you cant say that I just met Ben and ran away with that becuase the day I met Ben I kissed you for the first time. And it meant something. It meant a lot. My physical imperfections along with me being emotionally unstable had never occured to me as something that you thought was so completely awful. I never knew you thought of me so low. I thought you really liked me. And then I found out about you being on something and trying to have sex with someone. I wanted you to be with me so badly matty. I liked you so awfully much. I just wanted you to be around me all the time. I was so scared when you went to new york that you would come back and not want to hang out with me but now you are telling people that I was just another girl. I am just another girl. I told you that you would believe it someday. But I didnt really want to. I dont even know what to say anymore. I dont want you to just not talk to me anymore. I just want you to talk to me. Please. Call me. SOMETHING! I just want to talk...or to see you. I promisee that after that you dont have to talk to me again if it will just hurt you. I dont want to hurt you.
mollyk
I know that I hurt you and I am so completely sorry. I never intended to. I really really didnt. I liked you so much matt. Everything about you was completely perfect. It was so perfect that I didnt have to listen to everyone else when they said that they didnt like the idea of me around you. I didnt really care because we had so much fun. And you cant say that I just met Ben and ran away with that becuase the day I met Ben I kissed you for the first time. And it meant something. It meant a lot. My physical imperfections along with me being emotionally unstable had never occured to me as something that you thought was so completely awful. I never knew you thought of me so low. I thought you really liked me. And then I found out about you being on something and trying to have sex with someone. I wanted you to be with me so badly matty. I liked you so awfully much. I just wanted you to be around me all the time. I was so scared when you went to new york that you would come back and not want to hang out with me but now you are telling people that I was just another girl. I am just another girl. I told you that you would believe it someday. But I didnt really want to. I dont even know what to say anymore. I dont want you to just not talk to me anymore. I just want you to talk to me. Please. Call me. SOMETHING! I just want to talk...or to see you. I promisee that after that you dont have to talk to me again if it will just hurt you. I dont want to hurt you.
mollyk