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Well this journal is not particularly like any other that I have written but it definately is important,
My brother is moving tomorrow. his flight is at 10:30 in the morning and I have a very mixed set of emotions about the whole ordeal.
On one hand I will be extremely happy to finnally feel free of the burden of the constant annouance of an older brother but I can't confess that all my feelings for him have been bad. As a child I idolized my brother becuase I had no older male infulence in my life. (whole confusing story dealing with my father) I love my brother becuase he's my brother but it isn't like we are in the same social circle.....my brother is 3 years older than I and we grew apart once he hit about 7th 8th grade.....so I'm left with a conundrum....
How should I feel, is it normal to regret the bad and appreciate the good or want to say just one more thing before departure....I don't know...but I guess I have a lot of reflection between now and 10:30 tommorow
My brother is moving tomorrow. his flight is at 10:30 in the morning and I have a very mixed set of emotions about the whole ordeal.
On one hand I will be extremely happy to finnally feel free of the burden of the constant annouance of an older brother but I can't confess that all my feelings for him have been bad. As a child I idolized my brother becuase I had no older male infulence in my life. (whole confusing story dealing with my father) I love my brother becuase he's my brother but it isn't like we are in the same social circle.....my brother is 3 years older than I and we grew apart once he hit about 7th 8th grade.....so I'm left with a conundrum....
How should I feel, is it normal to regret the bad and appreciate the good or want to say just one more thing before departure....I don't know...but I guess I have a lot of reflection between now and 10:30 tommorow