So NOW you all decide to notice??
Suddenly it sems popular opinion has swayed from "oh don't worry Josh WILL talk when he's ready" to "oh-he still isn't talking?? maybe there is a problem??" OMG people-I have been dealing with this since he was 18 months old and I told you ALL-OVER AND OVER again that he wasn't stubborn or shy or 'waiting for the right time'...he can't talk people-C-A_N-T...not won't-glad you are now all finally waking up from your slumber to realize that..UGGHHHHHHH...pulling my hair out today!
Had to vent..feel better now., lol. I love Kevin's Aunt Laurette..I really do-but today I couldn't help but laugh almost in her face because she has beens aying-like so many other people about how Josh will talk he will just in his time-all that crap-and today she says to me "hmmm...guess I'll need to learn sign language to talk to my cutie patootie! UHM...lady-I love you-I do-but I kne wthis MONTHS and MONTHS ago...
why do people think I have exaggerated his problem?
I means seriously-yes it was my goal in life to have a mute child-yep-that's it-it wasn't enough that I lost 2 of his siblings before he wa sborn-nope I really wanted a defective child-yep-that's it. OMG!! Infuriated over here...steaming...
I guess i shoudl just feel glade that we live in today's times...years ago kids who didn't sepak were institutionalized-can you imagine? ugh-sickening.
In other news I booked an appt with my GP-yes finally found one, lol for June 14th. I need to have my ankle looked after finally. Just before christmas I was sitting on th ecouch and Josh tripped over me and wrenched my foot into this wierd posistion and the pain-OMG the pain. It went away after about a month but since then I have eiether been clutsy and tripped or the dog or one of the kids has knocked it a few times and the pain flares up again. At night after my walk it is HUHGE-swells up to look like a jelly roll-so cute. I have no idea what I did to it. Playing basketball YEARS ago I pulled tendons in tehtop of that same foot and it wasn't half as painful as what this is. For all I know I could have chipped a bone or broken something I guess...anyway-time to get it looked at-I am such a procrastinator when it comes to going to the doctor. And do you blame me?? For the past 6 years every time I have been to a doctor they have been shoving something up me or poking me for something-oh the joys of infertility, lol.
Anyway while I am there I am going to ask for weight loss help. I have never ever asked for help. i have starved myselfmi was buleimic for 5 years until I blacked out at work one night and smashed my head on the grill-boy was that fun!, I've taken OTC diet pills back in the day, I have worked out and worked out and worked out-so now i'm going to ask for help. I found a website called I decide.ca and my GP has her name listed as a doctor who can help with weight loss so we'll see. I am going to broachthe subject of weight loss surgery with her. They don't do it in Ottawa for some reason and the waiting list in the TO area is 3-5 years. There is a Doctor in Rochester who takes patients from this area if OHIP approves to pay. You need a very supportive doctor here to help you apply to OHIP for out of province/country surgery. So we'll see what happens.
I hit 200pounds when I was 11 years old. I went up to 225 in highschool-strating purging and went to 209. Married DH and went up to 280. Started going to the gym EVERY night 3 hours a night and went down to 220. A year later had my first dose of fertility meds and gained 20 pounds. I was 240 when I got pg with hannah and 305 when I delivered her-yeah you could say I ate for 2-or 3 or 5 but I was just so happy to be pg finally that I didn't care. Went to 270 after Hannah. Gained and lost weight with Josh-went to 265. took 8 months of meds to get pg with Izzy and I was 278 when I concieved her and 290 when i delivered her. Went to 272 and the this past year-despite a gym memebreship and lots of sweat have somehow managed to gain 30 pound and I flutter between 290-305 dependingon what time of teh day i weigh myself-yep my body is thats crewed up.
So we'll see. Now that I am done having kids I am open to a bunch of different options so hopefully the doc and I can figure something out. I'm not even hoping for skinny-god I will never be skinny. I wear a size 22 now-sometimes a 24-i would be happy happy happy in a size 16-which for me translates into about 210 pounds. For my height I am 'supposed' to weight 150-160 but there is no way in hell I will ever weigh that-and frankly don't want to. 180 is my goal weight-for now-maybe iof I ever get down that low I'll change my mind on that-who knows.
So why did I just tell the world all that anyway??
Oh well-that's me...tell it like is Nancy, lol!
Had to vent..feel better now., lol. I love Kevin's Aunt Laurette..I really do-but today I couldn't help but laugh almost in her face because she has beens aying-like so many other people about how Josh will talk he will just in his time-all that crap-and today she says to me "hmmm...guess I'll need to learn sign language to talk to my cutie patootie! UHM...lady-I love you-I do-but I kne wthis MONTHS and MONTHS ago...
why do people think I have exaggerated his problem?
I means seriously-yes it was my goal in life to have a mute child-yep-that's it-it wasn't enough that I lost 2 of his siblings before he wa sborn-nope I really wanted a defective child-yep-that's it. OMG!! Infuriated over here...steaming...
I guess i shoudl just feel glade that we live in today's times...years ago kids who didn't sepak were institutionalized-can you imagine? ugh-sickening.
In other news I booked an appt with my GP-yes finally found one, lol for June 14th. I need to have my ankle looked after finally. Just before christmas I was sitting on th ecouch and Josh tripped over me and wrenched my foot into this wierd posistion and the pain-OMG the pain. It went away after about a month but since then I have eiether been clutsy and tripped or the dog or one of the kids has knocked it a few times and the pain flares up again. At night after my walk it is HUHGE-swells up to look like a jelly roll-so cute. I have no idea what I did to it. Playing basketball YEARS ago I pulled tendons in tehtop of that same foot and it wasn't half as painful as what this is. For all I know I could have chipped a bone or broken something I guess...anyway-time to get it looked at-I am such a procrastinator when it comes to going to the doctor. And do you blame me?? For the past 6 years every time I have been to a doctor they have been shoving something up me or poking me for something-oh the joys of infertility, lol.
Anyway while I am there I am going to ask for weight loss help. I have never ever asked for help. i have starved myselfmi was buleimic for 5 years until I blacked out at work one night and smashed my head on the grill-boy was that fun!, I've taken OTC diet pills back in the day, I have worked out and worked out and worked out-so now i'm going to ask for help. I found a website called I decide.ca and my GP has her name listed as a doctor who can help with weight loss so we'll see. I am going to broachthe subject of weight loss surgery with her. They don't do it in Ottawa for some reason and the waiting list in the TO area is 3-5 years. There is a Doctor in Rochester who takes patients from this area if OHIP approves to pay. You need a very supportive doctor here to help you apply to OHIP for out of province/country surgery. So we'll see what happens.
I hit 200pounds when I was 11 years old. I went up to 225 in highschool-strating purging and went to 209. Married DH and went up to 280. Started going to the gym EVERY night 3 hours a night and went down to 220. A year later had my first dose of fertility meds and gained 20 pounds. I was 240 when I got pg with hannah and 305 when I delivered her-yeah you could say I ate for 2-or 3 or 5 but I was just so happy to be pg finally that I didn't care. Went to 270 after Hannah. Gained and lost weight with Josh-went to 265. took 8 months of meds to get pg with Izzy and I was 278 when I concieved her and 290 when i delivered her. Went to 272 and the this past year-despite a gym memebreship and lots of sweat have somehow managed to gain 30 pound and I flutter between 290-305 dependingon what time of teh day i weigh myself-yep my body is thats crewed up.
So we'll see. Now that I am done having kids I am open to a bunch of different options so hopefully the doc and I can figure something out. I'm not even hoping for skinny-god I will never be skinny. I wear a size 22 now-sometimes a 24-i would be happy happy happy in a size 16-which for me translates into about 210 pounds. For my height I am 'supposed' to weight 150-160 but there is no way in hell I will ever weigh that-and frankly don't want to. 180 is my goal weight-for now-maybe iof I ever get down that low I'll change my mind on that-who knows.
So why did I just tell the world all that anyway??
Oh well-that's me...tell it like is Nancy, lol!