Between Looking Back and Looking Ahead.
Ten years ago today, October 5, 2000, is the date I received Emma. Every year on this anniversary, I post an entry about the joy of being together with Emma another year. I have such a vivid memory of Emma and I being introduced, and the thrill of meeting her and getting to know and love her, so soon after losing her predecessor, Tahoe, a shepherd collie, to cancer at the age of thirteen. Emma filled that void for me right away, with her gentle heart and affectionate nature. Such a bond is not always so immediate, and usually develops over time. But, Emma was, after all, the empathy dog, and quite exceptional. I miss Emma beyond measure. I wonder what my new dog will be like, in breed, size, color, coat, features, and personality. What will it feel like to be led by another dog at the end of leash and harness? Will our bond be quick to form, or gradual to emerge. The transition is different with each dog, as we get to know and trust each other. I feel so alone and bereft until then.