Looking Back. Looking Ahead.
Now that Drew has left for the army, I am experiencing the full realization. We said goodbye at Art's Saturday night, but we had a more personal time together while I was on shift the day before.
And, briefly on Sunday, when he stopped by the Ear while I was there.
As with most significant losses, I am remembering the good times and special moments, savoring the laughter and friendship.
Looking ahead to Listening Ear training three weeks away. It will be strange without Drew.
Anticipating my birthday, coming up soon. Planning for it to be less memorable than last year, when I had my heart attack on that day, spending my birthday in the intensive cardiac unit, hooked up to monitors and IV's.
This year I would prefer an ordinary birthday, spend with my extraordinary friends. It will be different, with Drew not among them this year.
My heart rate, blood pressure, and improved energy level, determined at my check-up this week, that I am in good shape. My only health issue is my asthma-related bronchitis and sinusitis, which I caught early, so I could begin treatment right away.
I feel quite sick at the moment, but satisfied with my over-all condition and the quality of my life.
I have had a good week, working well, but now it's time to rest.
And, briefly on Sunday, when he stopped by the Ear while I was there.
As with most significant losses, I am remembering the good times and special moments, savoring the laughter and friendship.
Looking ahead to Listening Ear training three weeks away. It will be strange without Drew.
Anticipating my birthday, coming up soon. Planning for it to be less memorable than last year, when I had my heart attack on that day, spending my birthday in the intensive cardiac unit, hooked up to monitors and IV's.
This year I would prefer an ordinary birthday, spend with my extraordinary friends. It will be different, with Drew not among them this year.
My heart rate, blood pressure, and improved energy level, determined at my check-up this week, that I am in good shape. My only health issue is my asthma-related bronchitis and sinusitis, which I caught early, so I could begin treatment right away.
I feel quite sick at the moment, but satisfied with my over-all condition and the quality of my life.
I have had a good week, working well, but now it's time to rest.