why do i love you?
i am sad.
i am so depressed at this moment. i miss travis.
i wish it was so easy to walk away from him.
i wish i never loved him
i take that back.
i am glad that i loved him
i am glad that i still love him.
he opened me up and showed me a side of me that i never knew about myself
he showed me how to be confidate no matter what i looked like
he showed me that its ok to wear whatever and dressed whatever and don't care what people think
he taught me that peoples opinion(most of them) really don't mean shit
and not to list to what stupid people have to say about me or anyone i care about.
he taught me as long as i knew the truth and knew who i was that it ok.
he did get me somewhat over my scaredest of thurderstorms.
my heart is breakin and i don't want no one to know. ive always been a strong person but this strong person is fallin apart. i know i got to get over him but i don't want to! i love him more then anything.
he was my everything and how can u let someone like that go.
how can u let someone go that knew u inside and out. that knew your deepest fears and knew what you loved and hated. how can u let someone go that you knew so well. how can u just move on from that?
how can you move on from someone that you can just look at and they knew what you was thinking? by a touch could make your everything bad go away. that when you saw them it was like seeing them for the first time all over again. how everytime you kiss you feel more and more in love with him? i don't know how? i act like i am movin on and walk around with a smile.
i know I will be ok. I know I will move on.....oneday
i am so depressed at this moment. i miss travis.
i wish it was so easy to walk away from him.
i wish i never loved him
i take that back.
i am glad that i loved him
i am glad that i still love him.
he opened me up and showed me a side of me that i never knew about myself
he showed me how to be confidate no matter what i looked like
he showed me that its ok to wear whatever and dressed whatever and don't care what people think
he taught me that peoples opinion(most of them) really don't mean shit
and not to list to what stupid people have to say about me or anyone i care about.
he taught me as long as i knew the truth and knew who i was that it ok.
he did get me somewhat over my scaredest of thurderstorms.
my heart is breakin and i don't want no one to know. ive always been a strong person but this strong person is fallin apart. i know i got to get over him but i don't want to! i love him more then anything.
he was my everything and how can u let someone like that go.
how can u let someone go that knew u inside and out. that knew your deepest fears and knew what you loved and hated. how can u let someone go that you knew so well. how can u just move on from that?
how can you move on from someone that you can just look at and they knew what you was thinking? by a touch could make your everything bad go away. that when you saw them it was like seeing them for the first time all over again. how everytime you kiss you feel more and more in love with him? i don't know how? i act like i am movin on and walk around with a smile.
i know I will be ok. I know I will move on.....oneday