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Well I got a job. I work at Arby's now. I start today at 4
Travis and I,well i guess we are ok. We had this big fight yesterday. I miss him. I live with him and we are together all the time but I feel like i am never with him. We have been havin trouble lately. I don't know what to do. we don't know what to do. We don't want to break up,but we do need to spend some time apart just to think and fiqure out what we need and want. I feel more like his friend this his girlfriend. I really don't know what to do. I don't know who I am or what I want in life anymore. I don't know what makes me happy or anything. I lost myself. I am lost and I feel like I can't and won't be found and I hate this feeling that I get everyday that I wake up. Its like its just another day,that I shouldn't even be here or anything. I don't know how and what can put this feeling behind me and make it go away. I haven't spent a day that it has been just me and travis in so long that i forgot what it is like to spend time alone with him. He has changed so much and he don't even see it or maybe it is me that has change. I wish that things were different. I know we ain't gonna break up. I love him more then I have anything or anyone in my whole life. He is my everything. I can't sleep or anything without him here. i love that boy more so damn much
Travis and I,well i guess we are ok. We had this big fight yesterday. I miss him. I live with him and we are together all the time but I feel like i am never with him. We have been havin trouble lately. I don't know what to do. we don't know what to do. We don't want to break up,but we do need to spend some time apart just to think and fiqure out what we need and want. I feel more like his friend this his girlfriend. I really don't know what to do. I don't know who I am or what I want in life anymore. I don't know what makes me happy or anything. I lost myself. I am lost and I feel like I can't and won't be found and I hate this feeling that I get everyday that I wake up. Its like its just another day,that I shouldn't even be here or anything. I don't know how and what can put this feeling behind me and make it go away. I haven't spent a day that it has been just me and travis in so long that i forgot what it is like to spend time alone with him. He has changed so much and he don't even see it or maybe it is me that has change. I wish that things were different. I know we ain't gonna break up. I love him more then I have anything or anyone in my whole life. He is my everything. I can't sleep or anything without him here. i love that boy more so damn much