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human emotion is so complex, and I envy those who can express it. Poets. Artists. Lovers. Haters.
I often feel alone when it comes to my feelings because I'll never be able to show anyone how I feel about my feelings in the way I feel it... if that makes sense. Even if I come close.. which I don't think I do, it will always be different, always skewed in some way. I can't solidify feelings into words in my head. I don't know any other way to put it than its simply a feeling. Like pain is a feeling. You don't think of pain as a word, its just there. Its not a thought... its something else, floating in my mind.
I think i remember body language is a large percent (larger than spoken communication) of what you say... So the thing, the feeling in my mind that I can't form into words is more than I can put into words... and its that part of me that's wanting to get out.
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On a side note, I led a gay boy on last night... I didn't know he was gay. I feel bad. =/
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i miss you.
I often feel alone when it comes to my feelings because I'll never be able to show anyone how I feel about my feelings in the way I feel it... if that makes sense. Even if I come close.. which I don't think I do, it will always be different, always skewed in some way. I can't solidify feelings into words in my head. I don't know any other way to put it than its simply a feeling. Like pain is a feeling. You don't think of pain as a word, its just there. Its not a thought... its something else, floating in my mind.
I think i remember body language is a large percent (larger than spoken communication) of what you say... So the thing, the feeling in my mind that I can't form into words is more than I can put into words... and its that part of me that's wanting to get out.
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On a side note, I led a gay boy on last night... I didn't know he was gay. I feel bad. =/
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i miss you.