Oct 27, 2008 18:54
I dont think ive ever been more in love in my life. I feel that burn in my chest like ive found a direction of my life. being here in auburn I feel like my dream is passing me by... in the movies they drop everything and live there dreams and I know i have it in me but i also know how much i need this education. Without it, i feel like nothing. I'm on the edge of tears just thinking of how long I am to be parted from the city. I hope with everything i can hope with I dont grow up before i make it to an urban life style. i need it.. as soon as possible. My nearest hope is graduate school... Auburn is ranked third, maybe i should find the second and first...
Urg, this hurts... I feel like ive lost something. I'm 21 and i feel like my lifes over.. done. all down hill.
Meh, ill be back laters.
jayson-