Oct 04, 2004 20:36
You know when things are going great but you realize it was because you were keeping yourself busy and forgot about all of the "life things". So life... home, school, senior project. It's all too much it seems. I wish that I could devote all of myself to one thing but I can't! That is what makes it so hard.
My real dad called for the 4th time in 2 months and I have yet to answer or call him back. He is coming to town and wants to go to church with me and then take me shopping. I guess my reaction is... "well Breanna you need knew pants and some shoes would be nice." But then I feel some what guilty. And then I remember that he is a big fat jerk that is trying to ruin my life! I know I am being a little dramatic, but he has really hurt me and I am done. What should I do... go or not?
I am sleeping in my trailer right now due to my fear that a small creature will crawl into my bed at night and eat me. It's really cold out there. But it's better then being eaten I guess. Well, keep me in your best thoughts and get back to me about the whole dad thing.