Nostalgia
Just had myself a little cry because I was looking at pictures of Lexie, Greg, and Rowen and I finally flipped through all the mobiles until it got back to Lexie being pregnant. It reminded me how much of my friend's lives I'm missing being so far away. I didn't even know Lex was pregnant until she was like 4 months in. I missed the entire pregnancy and have only seen Rowen once, for about 4 hours in December. I have to live through pictures, when Lexie is one of my closest friends. Tom is just a four hour drive away but I rarely get to see him either. I haven't Skyped with either one of them in so long. I feel like such a bad friend and I really miss them both so much. I have my friends here, Yvonne is absolutely wonderful, and I can tell she's going to join the ranks of Lex & Tom, but I still miss my college buddies. They're some of the very few that are there always, even if we don't talk for months. It's like almost nothing has changed.
I love you both so much, Tom & Lexie. <3 ='(