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Thanksgiving is only days away. 7 to be exact. I have to have all of my christmas shopping for my family in MS done within the next few days. I leave on Monday. I can't wait. On one hand at least.
I was reading through my past entries..most marked private or friends only...realizing that i've been in this stupid depressive state since September. This sucks. When is it going to end? Nothing is working. :( I hate life, I feel lathargic, I never want to do anything outside of work. UGH.
Looks like my brother really is coming back to CA. Still not sure how i feel about that.
I saw Cheryl at the chiropractors office this week. Just the sight of her sickens me. Knowing all of the hurtful things she has said about me, and all the vicious lies she's told. I dont know that i've had such distain and discust for a single human being in my life. I've never had a friend turn on me and treat me with such disregard, and disrespect. Then on the other hand, its sad. In some ways I still mourn the friendship that was... Even though, it never REALLY was.
I haven't talked to Kelly in months. I'm so sick of her petty drama. Her need for attention and her complete disregard for peoples feelings too.
Laura is going to give things with her mike a chance. I couldnt be happier for her. Her mom finally sold the house, and I think and am hoping that its that extra insentive to have her move up here. It would be great to have her around. And We've always said we thought out friendship would only grow if we had geographical location on our side. So crossing my fingers.
Christmas shopping is stressing me out
My job is stressing me out. I worked 16 hours yesterday. I left my house at 5 and didnt return till 9:30. I'm exhasted.
Well...update as it is.
I was reading through my past entries..most marked private or friends only...realizing that i've been in this stupid depressive state since September. This sucks. When is it going to end? Nothing is working. :( I hate life, I feel lathargic, I never want to do anything outside of work. UGH.
Looks like my brother really is coming back to CA. Still not sure how i feel about that.
I saw Cheryl at the chiropractors office this week. Just the sight of her sickens me. Knowing all of the hurtful things she has said about me, and all the vicious lies she's told. I dont know that i've had such distain and discust for a single human being in my life. I've never had a friend turn on me and treat me with such disregard, and disrespect. Then on the other hand, its sad. In some ways I still mourn the friendship that was... Even though, it never REALLY was.
I haven't talked to Kelly in months. I'm so sick of her petty drama. Her need for attention and her complete disregard for peoples feelings too.
Laura is going to give things with her mike a chance. I couldnt be happier for her. Her mom finally sold the house, and I think and am hoping that its that extra insentive to have her move up here. It would be great to have her around. And We've always said we thought out friendship would only grow if we had geographical location on our side. So crossing my fingers.
Christmas shopping is stressing me out
My job is stressing me out. I worked 16 hours yesterday. I left my house at 5 and didnt return till 9:30. I'm exhasted.
Well...update as it is.