Jan 28, 2006 21:15
Here I sit... on my kitchen floor. In the very first place I can actually call my own. Everything in this place is mine. My couch, My fridge, My TV, My love seat... MINE. Selfish as it sounds, its so freeing and independant.
I hurt. My back. My neck. My shoulders... but its soooo worth it. I have walked more stairs than i care to think about. But its mine.
It really saddens me that Cheryl and I are no longer friends. That Alyssa and I are no longer friends. I hate losing friends... but I also feel like Neither were ultimately my choice. It's pittiful that things had to end up this way though.
I love my apartent. It has new carpet. A 32 inch TV. My own room, My own bathroom. My own tiny stove, a little kitchen curtain... and I'm ripping off internet access until someone catches me! Its amazing! lol!
Ah... sleep awaits this tired, worn out, and hurting girl...
night all