Sometimes... You just....

[nannis]

I Live: In a perpetual state of confusion

I Work: Solely to pay my bills.

I Talk: openly, to those who chose to listen

I Wish: I felt complete/whole.

I Enjoy: Laughter

I Found: myself in a place, I never imagined

I Look: forward to what the future holds... come what may

I Smell: rain, hamburger (cause i cooked it), and my hair (mmmm)

I Listen: intently when others talk

I Hide: my true self often.

I Pray: for the ones i hold dearest to my heart

I Walked: alone.

I Write: to explore my own feelings, to make it all seem more real.

I See: Promise and possibilities

I Sing: Frequently... and into my thumb

I Laugh: loudly, and freely.

I Can: do all things... but not alone.

I Watch: as life goes by, sometimes in slow motion

I dream: big dreams. Full of hope, love, and joy.

I Want: to find true, unselfish, romantic love.

I Cry: when no one is looking.

I Love: too easily.

I Sometimes: wonder if this is all there really is.

I Touch: Those I care for - touch is a conduit for emotions unspoken.

I Hurt: Everyday.

I Fear: Being alone.

I Hope: for a happier tomorrow, a brighter future. To become who it is that I was born to be.

I Break: my own rules.

I Quit: more now than ever. Sometimes, some things, merely aren't worth fighting for.

I Drink: with my friends, to lighten the mood, for sheer enjoyment, and nothing else.

I Hug: long, and hard.

I Miss: My Sister.

I Forgive: Easily.

I Drive: Slowly.

I Have: People who truely love me.

I Don't: have much more confidence...in myself.

I Kiss: babies. They are so easy to kiss, and shower affection upon.

I Believe: In impulse, gut feelings, acting in the moment, and yet being responsible.

I Feel: Torn, broken.

I Know: I’m fighting a battle, that I don't have the energy for

I Wonder: If I'll ever find someone, who fits, just right.

Seven things to do before I die~~

1. Visit Italy.
2. Marry.
3. Have Children.
4. Know the meaning of true happiness.
5. Take more risks.
6. Make sure my children know they were wanted, cherished and loved. Even before they were here.
7. Travel the world.

Seven things I cannot do:

1. Hate.
2. Lie convincingly.
3. Stay mad forever.
4. Stick to a diet.
5. Ice Skate.
6. Sit still.
7. Stop shopping.

Seven things I do ritualistically everyday:

1. Shower
2. Check my e-mail at least 5 times a day.
3. Brush my teeth
4. Talk to a friend.
5. Apply chapstick at least 7 times.
6. Think way too hard and far too long about something, or someone.
7. Miss my family.

Seven things I say most often:

1. I KNOW
2. Whatever...
3. How's it goin?
4. Ya
5. I duuuuuuunnnnno.
6. That's the end of my story
7. I get what you throw down ( i know whatcha mean)

Seven movies I watch over and over again:
1. Wedding Singer
2. Garden State
3. Labrynth
4. Princess Bride
5. The Other Sister
6. My Best Friends Wedding
7. You've Got Mail