Tired!!!!!!!!
Okay so this is the fourth night that scott has been gone. I never sleep well when he is gone because I feel so vunerable up here where we live when I am by myself. Also, I have had to do double running around and driving with my clutch with my bad knee, since I am single parenting. I was so sad in church today, I just wanted to cry, but I didn't because Barbara was sitting next to me crying...apparently she had forgotten a meeting she was to supposed to have with a general authority. So I stuffed my stuff and worked on helping her with her emotional baggage.
I think it is the weather. I really think if I could have some sunshine, all this wouldn't affect me so badly, but alas..no sun. I only hope there is no sun where scott is...in fact I would even like some nice cold rain for him and his ill-timed river trip.
Chelsea and I left church early to go to Harrisburg's graduation. It was so lame....but Chelsea was happy because her friend, samantha was graduating. Now I am here, resting my lame knee. I should be writing my obituary, which is my final project for my death and dying class, but I just don't think that would cheer me up today.