Jun 24, 2010 20:57
I am 0.4 lbs away from having lost 10% of my body weight. That's huge. It's only taken me 22 weeks (sarcasm). But, I know I haven't been as diligent as I could have been, and I'm really ok with that. The truth is, how I'm eating now is sustainable. I can eat like this the rest of my life. I couldn't eat more healthy for very long. So, I'm plugging along there.
I finished the face-to-face portion of my teacher's training. I still have a bunch of on-line stuff to do, and I need to start working on that. One guy finished in 6 days...so maybe I'll just knuckle down and power through on that. I signed up for my content test (test that allows me to teach a certain subject). So, I need to start applying to districts. If by mid-July I haven't had any bites, I'll take another test that will allow me to teach 4,5,6,7 and 8th grade science (original test only allows 7-8 science). The tests are 120 a pop, so I can't afford to take one if I don't really need it.
Not doing so good on the mental health front...at least on the loneliness aspect of it. It's been 2 years since I've felt in the least bit desirable to someone (other than random old horny internet guys) and over 5 since I've felt loved by a man. It's hard for me to reconcile that with there NOT being anything wrong with me. I meet people all the time, but I just don't sparkle to anyone. Anyway, this isn't a whine fest, just putting it in my journal so that one day I can look back on how my moods are and hopefully laugh.
That's pretty much it for me though on the news front. Hope you are all ok. I'm reading everyone's journals, just not taking time to comment or post myself.
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