May 21, 2005 18:05
hello.
well i just got back from new hampshire today and of course, it sucked. rob was there this time though.... except his girlfriend was there so we didnt even like talk. his girlfriend kindof annoys me though.... but whatever. oh, and i met Dan's girlfriend too. she seems nice. she kind of reminds me of a hippy too which like ROCKS. except she looks A LITTLE manly. and im sorry if i seem mean because i do think that she is nice or whatever. but yes, so anyways... i went to star wars three yesterday. but there was this guy that sat in front of me that kept on like turning around and just start like STARING at me and it was like so fucking weird like, ew. and then he was like "do are you here alone?" and i said i was with my family. i think he is like a rapist. but i was with my family so like yeah. but you know who else seemed like a rapist? that guy at the green day concert that kept like hitting me and tamara in the back and like touching tamara's hair with like that really weird smile and shit. or maybe it was just that he was high... cause i think he was one of the guys smoking pot. but yes im getting a bit off topic now so yes, anyways.... the whole time i only got to go online once and no one was on. and every other time i tried the internet wasnt like fucking working. but yeah so anyways we went to dinner and then went to the movies friday night we got home at midnight and everyone else went to sleep... i had a matress on the floor. no pillow, and a blanket with like a million holes in it that iif anything just made me colder. i didnt even change into pajamas i just lay in the bed with my clothes and a sweatshirt and stared at the ceiling. i thought i was gunna be sleeping on the floor without ANY blanket so i was pretty happy. well, more like totally depressed, but that had nothing to do with the sleeping conditions because that made me happyer than i was before. so instead of REALLY REALLY depressed i was just REAKKY depressed. and then my dad woke me up and made me come outside and work. so i worked for like 3-5 hours or so i wasnt really watching a clock. and then i sat in the house and waited to leave... then rob, susan, bill, and i played scrabble. i was close to winning most of the time but we didnt get to finish the game. every single word was either a 3-letter word or a 2-letter word except for 4 words. it was crazy. we are pretty fucking stupid i guess... and yeah so then we left. well we were told we were leaving but we didnt. so we played frisbee-ish except not really but kindof. and yeah. so we had like a 5-hour drive because we went to look at a tractor. it looked nice to me but i dont think my dad liked it cause we didnt even get out to look at it. im exited to get a tractor, i cant wait. i think bill thinks i am still 5 years old. i think everyone in my family thinks im like 5 years old. it kinda fucking pisses me off.but not so much. but the thing that actually does piss me off is i respect every fucking person in my entire family but NO ONE fucking respects me. but whatever i guess i must in some way deserve it cause i fucking fail at life. but whatever. going out to dinner was fun though. we ended up talking about the easter videos a lot. espeically 'true confessions" hahahahahahahaha omg yeah. so then bill had another great confession. but since i cant tell it as great as him i wont even bother. oh and we talked about kevins demonic face he had in one of the videos, and when he tried to push me off of a cliff. and yeah. so anyways... i dont even know why my weekend was so fucking shitty other than the fact i was FORCED to go to new hampshire instead of kyles party.... oh yeah and the fact i starred at the wall most of the weekend. that and go out into the woods. but yeah, i dont think anyone who is reading this gives a fucking shit so whatever.
bye.