Memorial Weekend
This weekend was alright. Didn't start off on a really good note, didnt really end on a good one either. But some of the stuff I did was worth while and plus I got ALOT of rest so thats good. I was supposed to go to the lake with Justin and friends but I'm unpredictable and didnt feel good Saturday morning so I just stayed home.
Not really sure what is going on with me. Something not good tho. I've been sick so much this month, I never feel good, I can't do good in anything I try to do, I feel low and sad adn mad and depressed. I'm trying my best to snap out of it but I can't. I just curl up in bed and sleep so that I don't have to deal with it. But I know thats not helping either. Not having an easy time talking to people about it either and honestly feels like I got less than a handful of people that I can confide in and tell. Everyone else thinks they know whats wrong, but honestly no one does.
But anyways this weekend:
Friday- Got out of work early. Took me almost 2 hours to get home. I got in a fight with my boyfriend on the way home. Got home, my sis called over some of my friends to hang out. I just watched TV, then Roxy and I went to get wood and table from my aunts house and then to the market to get stuff for the lake and roxy's little party. So we get into a huge fight and she just put me in an even shittier mood. So its was like 9:30 and no one was over so I got my Framboise and jumped into the jacuzzi. Everyone else showed up around 10:30 and 11:00. Didnt really stay long either which was good I guess cause I needed to get some rest to leave for the lake. But yea it was nice talking to Stacy and Heather about wedding stuff, but that was pretty much it. Oh I got my dress for Heathers wedding and tried it on. It looks really good, I love it a lot more now seeing it in my size and the right color.
Saturday- Woke up around 8:00 not feeling well so I went back to sleep. Woke up at 10, woke up robert so we could go to the lake but decided not to cause I was feeling sick and upset and all that stuff. So I watched some TV, Robert came over and I went to sleep. Woke up, he brought me some lunch, we played some Wii, then as he played a solo game for about 4 hours I just slept some more. I think I finally got out of bed at 8:45pm to eat dinner. Only cause my daddy made me or else I'd keep sleeping. I was feeling like such crap, no energy, really low. Heather and Angel came over and kidnapped us. She really knows whats going on and she wanted to get me out. So we had a girls movie night at her house: Heather, Stacy, Lynette, and Justine. We watched Mean Girls, Fired Up, & The Hangover. I really needed it. The boys went out to I dont know where but they were out till almost 4. Then they get home and watch the rest of The Hangover and I didnt get home till about 4:45. Luckily I slept all day.
Sunday- Missed church which was upsetting. I really needed it this week and I hate missing. But saturday night was out of my control, no car. And I cannot function on 5 hrs of sleep. My dad came home with a surprise for me, my makeup holder I've been looking for. So after staying in bed for a while, I got up and built the darn thing. Of course that took all my energy so I went back to sleep. (I'm so over sleeping and lack of energy, no joke). Slept until Robert came over and then my family came over. They were outside in the pool and stuff and I tried my best to hang out but I wasn't feeling up to it. I was back and forth from the backyard to my room. But I did spend a lot of time with my family which was nice.
Monday- Felt a little better than Saturday and Sunday. Woke up around 11, watched tv in bed. Got up to shower and get ready for bowling with Robert. I bowled a horrible 5 games..highest score being 117 lowest score being 73. Yea all over the place. But I did sign us up for the league, even though I suck now. After bowling we went back to my house to find my family over. So I got into my swimming gear (as Miles calls it) and jumped in with the boys. That was nice. Then the rest of the family got in too. Tried to get Lindsey in but she didnt like it. I got the scratches to prove it. Enjoyed some more of the jacuzzi. Then spent the rest of the night with Robert, somewhat, after my family left. The night could have gone a little better but such is life right.
Its nice to be back at work. I feel really exhausted of course but not as bad as usual. Helps to keep my mind off stuff. Short work week 4 days. I need to get to the bank cause tomorrow is bill pay day. Bye Bye dinero and then I got to start on my strict money budget I prepared for myself. I spent a lot this month I know that much.
Next weekend is going to be busy:
Sat- I want to get my hair done, want to get to the boys games, & at 6-10 I got Antonettes Banquet. Got to dress up!!
Sun- Dodger game with the CCC!! Should be fun...Shorts and a tank top..tan time!!
So I think thats everything I needed to write.
Alright I'm outtie
Not really sure what is going on with me. Something not good tho. I've been sick so much this month, I never feel good, I can't do good in anything I try to do, I feel low and sad adn mad and depressed. I'm trying my best to snap out of it but I can't. I just curl up in bed and sleep so that I don't have to deal with it. But I know thats not helping either. Not having an easy time talking to people about it either and honestly feels like I got less than a handful of people that I can confide in and tell. Everyone else thinks they know whats wrong, but honestly no one does.
But anyways this weekend:
Friday- Got out of work early. Took me almost 2 hours to get home. I got in a fight with my boyfriend on the way home. Got home, my sis called over some of my friends to hang out. I just watched TV, then Roxy and I went to get wood and table from my aunts house and then to the market to get stuff for the lake and roxy's little party. So we get into a huge fight and she just put me in an even shittier mood. So its was like 9:30 and no one was over so I got my Framboise and jumped into the jacuzzi. Everyone else showed up around 10:30 and 11:00. Didnt really stay long either which was good I guess cause I needed to get some rest to leave for the lake. But yea it was nice talking to Stacy and Heather about wedding stuff, but that was pretty much it. Oh I got my dress for Heathers wedding and tried it on. It looks really good, I love it a lot more now seeing it in my size and the right color.
Saturday- Woke up around 8:00 not feeling well so I went back to sleep. Woke up at 10, woke up robert so we could go to the lake but decided not to cause I was feeling sick and upset and all that stuff. So I watched some TV, Robert came over and I went to sleep. Woke up, he brought me some lunch, we played some Wii, then as he played a solo game for about 4 hours I just slept some more. I think I finally got out of bed at 8:45pm to eat dinner. Only cause my daddy made me or else I'd keep sleeping. I was feeling like such crap, no energy, really low. Heather and Angel came over and kidnapped us. She really knows whats going on and she wanted to get me out. So we had a girls movie night at her house: Heather, Stacy, Lynette, and Justine. We watched Mean Girls, Fired Up, & The Hangover. I really needed it. The boys went out to I dont know where but they were out till almost 4. Then they get home and watch the rest of The Hangover and I didnt get home till about 4:45. Luckily I slept all day.
Sunday- Missed church which was upsetting. I really needed it this week and I hate missing. But saturday night was out of my control, no car. And I cannot function on 5 hrs of sleep. My dad came home with a surprise for me, my makeup holder I've been looking for. So after staying in bed for a while, I got up and built the darn thing. Of course that took all my energy so I went back to sleep. (I'm so over sleeping and lack of energy, no joke). Slept until Robert came over and then my family came over. They were outside in the pool and stuff and I tried my best to hang out but I wasn't feeling up to it. I was back and forth from the backyard to my room. But I did spend a lot of time with my family which was nice.
Monday- Felt a little better than Saturday and Sunday. Woke up around 11, watched tv in bed. Got up to shower and get ready for bowling with Robert. I bowled a horrible 5 games..highest score being 117 lowest score being 73. Yea all over the place. But I did sign us up for the league, even though I suck now. After bowling we went back to my house to find my family over. So I got into my swimming gear (as Miles calls it) and jumped in with the boys. That was nice. Then the rest of the family got in too. Tried to get Lindsey in but she didnt like it. I got the scratches to prove it. Enjoyed some more of the jacuzzi. Then spent the rest of the night with Robert, somewhat, after my family left. The night could have gone a little better but such is life right.
Its nice to be back at work. I feel really exhausted of course but not as bad as usual. Helps to keep my mind off stuff. Short work week 4 days. I need to get to the bank cause tomorrow is bill pay day. Bye Bye dinero and then I got to start on my strict money budget I prepared for myself. I spent a lot this month I know that much.
Next weekend is going to be busy:
Sat- I want to get my hair done, want to get to the boys games, & at 6-10 I got Antonettes Banquet. Got to dress up!!
Sun- Dodger game with the CCC!! Should be fun...Shorts and a tank top..tan time!!
So I think thats everything I needed to write.
Alright I'm outtie